bbee_ddee

Im SYDNEY! hahahahaha

Fri, 31 Dec 2004 11:17:28 GMT

You are Sydney Bristow

Which Member of the Alias SpyGang are you?
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I took the test too gaby..haha

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYSH....

Merely

Thu, 23 Dec 2004 09:18:55 GMT

*an actual the bea poem of guilt and depression

merely

i stood nearby while they taunted you
they made fun of you
and they made you cry

i stood nearby when you caved in
when you broke yourself
when you wished to die

i watched nearby as you cut yourself
like you never cared
if you were losing blood

i watched nearby when you felt lost
when you screamed and cursed
under the rain and mud

as i stand nearby and see you,
knowing i should reach out;
or at least i should try.

but instead, i just hid myself
i just watched you lose,
and i merely stood nearby.

finally it's come to an end
all your pain is gone
with all your anger and hate.

because now you rest forever
since i merely watched
and i came around too late.

--the bea

BBEEaahh

What kind of girl are you?

Wed, 22 Dec 2004 04:28:20 GMT

You're the high fashion trendsetter. You're
confident, independent, outgoing, and love
attention. You might become a star one day. All
the girls like to follow in your foot steps
because you're so cool, fashionable, and don't
care about anything. You make the rules, never
follow. But please be sure not to act bitchy.
That could be bad. But keep the attitude.
That's what makes you, you.

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ANDDEE

Here I come!

Sun, 12 Dec 2004 07:12:26 GMT

I'm so excited to go to Vegas! So excited that I even called for a shopping spree just to have a whole new wardrobe as I enjoy the City of Lights! If I was in the Philippines, I'd be burying myself in my books in the hopes of acing the trimestral exams. I'll be under endless sufferring. I don't exactly thank God that I'm not there in the mercy of my professors and my knowledge. God knows I'd pay him anything just to be back there enduring the endless pain of studying and pressure. I miss sitting in the halls waiting for something to happen. My hands sweating and my mind droning on the numbers I bet I got wrong and the answers I should have written. I wish I was in the heat of the moment. I wish I still wasted my ink on useless reviewers that would be disposed of as soon as the tests were over. I wish I was back there, probably in my second year of high school, eating lunch and stealing time to review my notes, just like I should be doing right this moment. I'm not being sarcastic. When you're a million miles from home and the life you've always known, you tend to lose the sarcasm and the strength to jest about the past. I just miss it. I miss my life so much that I'd be willing to return my cashmere sling sweater to the shop if it means that I could come home for the holidays. And returning a perfectly beautiful cashmere means endless guilt and sufferring. (that cashmere keeps a smile on my face.) But that guilt and suffering would be long gone as long as I'm in the presence of those whom I love the most. Moments are priceless.

By the way, MAD Tv is on...I gotta go...and to all of you, Good Day! I miss you so much Andrea! CIBEZ too. Happy B-day rin kay Gaby!
BBEEaahh

EXAMS...

Sat, 11 Dec 2004 13:26:36 GMT

I asked myself..'What's the use of having a journal if u don't put something on it?'
Haha..Haven't updated for such a looooong time..
It's almost CHRISTMAS!! Merry Christmas to all..!
and EXAMs..grrr..so what happened today were:
I studied for MATH, COMPUTER and MUSIC
but I still have to review tomorrow.
I have to study for ENGLISH and SOCSCI tom.MUSIC is sooo long, I hate the instruments..
Anyway,an hour ago I was browsing on some of my stuff,
and I found a greeting card BEA sent me almost a year ago
so I read it AGAIN. Then, I went
online right away to check if she was in YM

I just miss her..I miss my BEST friend
It's so sad that she won't be with me this Christmas..

BEA call me ok? I'll try to send you a Christmas card
Go online naman Havent't talked to you lately
haha..see you soon..

OH yeah
BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY GABBERS!

ANDDEE or DDEEYAH

What Type of Mythical Sprite are You?

Wed, 08 Dec 2004 23:33:26 GMT

Reserved, quiet, wise and free spirited
You are a sprite of the Earth: You have a deep
connection with the earth and all its
creatures, preferring plants and animals to
people you are quiet and reserved. You
understand things on a different level and can
often see straight through to a persons true
intentions. You are mysterious to everyone even
those in your family, they may live with you
but that doesn't mean they 'know' the real you.
Being inside the house for long periods of time
can be torture, you crave the outdoors and love
simply escaping up a tree or into the forest
where you can be free. Although you may be
smart you are easy to judge a person because
you fear what they 'may' be going to do. You
are wise in things that most overlook and you
are very creative in many aspects like art,
music, etc... Although try as they may to seek
you, you are a free spirit. Just let them try
to catch and put you in a cage.

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revived but tortured

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 17:12:14 GMT

anyhow...yeah...i could use the computer now but i had to use my mom's account bcoz she blocked mine....i couldn't even go to other websites because she totally blocked it! ewww! why do parents have to find true happiness in their children's pure misery? this is total torture i tell you! it's like setting a bird free in a cage...ironic isn't it? aaargh! i mean, isn't that unfair or something? you know what? they should really build up law on teenagers...we should have our rights against freedom abuse! our parents are totally violating it! i know i may sound crazy, but i just feel that it is soooo totally unfair. anywy...latest updates on my life are: 1) I'm spending Christmas in Las Vegas. Isn't that just splendid? Spending the holiday cheers in the city of lights, gambling, and prostitution?
2) I'm already allowed to use the pc.
3) I'm still not happy.
i really swear, someday, i'm gonna set up a constitution that provides teenagers their own set of rights and privilegas...we are so under! anyhoo...there's nothing i could do about that now...good luck to every teen and misfit alike that are yet to suffer injustice from their parents or guardian. Vivo los jovenes!

Quote of the Day: "Dreams are the touchstones of our character."
BBEEaahh

i hate this week!

Thu, 02 Dec 2004 17:01:28 GMT

guess what? i'm sooo grounded? i dunno why, and for all i care! anyway, i shouldn't really be using the computer but i really have to put something on this blog. hehe...andrea's updating it all by herself...i feel that i have to contribute a little teeny bit more...anyway...it's a good thing we have a blog so we can express ourselves in just the right way...did you know that your blog could be published as a book? if it's actually interesting enough! hehe...but i don't really have the dream of having our blog published...it's really private and it depends on how much they're gonna pay us for publishing it! joke! anddee, i took the quiz and look what i got down there, ok? i always thought you'd be a clown or something like that, you're really funny kasi! anyway, did you know that there's this guy who is soooo demanding? he wants me to be perfect every single time i talk to him! gago talaga! he wants me to smile for him, etc. well, i'm not his servant and if i want to be really rude to him, i will be! he definitely has NO right to dictate me on what to do, how to act, or even what to say! i have my own freedom of speech! and i would definitely use it against all guys who try to dictate their gf's or their non-gf's on what they're supposed to do! shame on you men...women need RESPECT too. (the poor guy i was talking about is definitely not my bf, but i'm still mad at him for trying to tell me what to do) FEMINISTAS RULE!

Quote for the Day: "Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle All The Way!"
BBEEAAhh

I am the Oracle! Joke!

Thu, 02 Dec 2004 16:42:37 GMT

The Oracle

What was your job in a past life? (LOTS of results & Anime Pics)
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today is TUESDAY

Tue, 30 Nov 2004 11:06:34 GMT

I hate this week..We have so many math quizzes
and IW..ughhh

I hate this day..We had our alay gawa(alay gawa in the morning- We (with gabbers) swept the driveway and the gym,
alay gawa recess time- in the library AGAIN
and alaygawa dismissal time we (with toners) cleaned the 2nd yr classrooms except my OWN classroom coz there was a math remedial class
i wasnt able to eat recess and lunch PROPERLY haha
it's ok at least i didnt spend money i was able to save money
and it's for alay gawa..and then I wasnt in a really GOOD mood today..at least the day's over..

ANDDEE

What was your job in a past life?

Sun, 28 Nov 2004 07:42:27 GMT

The Jester!

What was your job in a past life? (LOTS of results & Anime Pics)
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Sat, 27 Nov 2004 06:00:01 GMT

I'm gonna watch Amanda's gig..
so excited..hahaha..nothing happened today,i just slept..
I went to the fort yesterday for the night market there..
so Anyway..I hate sir peej he gave us so many things to do....!!
it's not gonna be a 'fun' long weekend because we have so many things to do..
Especially IW..so many math quizzes and alay gawa!
I'm starting to REALLY hate school and exams are just like 2 weeks away!
Oh well..

That's life..

~"anddee"~

Top Ten Signs You've Angered The Karma Gods

Sat, 27 Nov 2004 00:27:52 GMT

10. None of the 43 socks you own make a pair.
9. Since 1989, your toast has landed butter-side-sown 386 times in a row.
8. Your seeing eye dog dropped you off at the rail road tracks.
7. Not only did you come back as a coffee table in your next life, but you don't even match the sofa!
6. You win $20 on your lottery ticket and get a $50 parking tickets while cashing it.
5. On the one day you forget your pants to work, people notice.
4. You open a box of toothpicks and they all fly out and poke you in the eye.
3. You catch yourself thinking that Wile. E. Coyote had it easy.
2. Doing anything even as insignificant as squishing a mosquito results in pianos, anvils, and meteors plummeting towards you from the sky.
1. You went to pick an orange out of the orange pyramid at the supermarket which triggered them to all tumble down, which made you slip and kick the soup can pyramid.

from Christian and Scott's Interactive Top Ten List
bbee

Fri, 26 Nov 2004 06:30:38 GMT

so anyway...i had a pretty freakish thanksgiving...i mean, instead of the traditional turkey thing and feast or celebration, my freakish "family" had pizza and popcorn...what could beat that?!? i mean, okay...we could be weird, but we're just so not into that holiday. it's not really about food. it's about celebrating and giving thanks, right? okay, i know, what i just wrote was kinda mushy...but who could blame me? i have a wonderful holiday spirt baby! lol... but seriously...give thanks peepz! and share the spirit of the season...peace!

quote of the day: "everyday comes bearing its own gifts. untie the ribbons." -bbee

missing manila

Thu, 25 Nov 2004 09:31:42 GMT

sometimes, we take certain things for granted.
we don't appreciate the certain things placed before us until they're gone.
a year ago, i never thought i'd miss the polluted air of the metro.
i never thought i'd miss the noise or even my school uniform.
but a year later after i boarded the plane to california, i suddenly miss the city...
i miss fishballs...
i miss the smoke and the noise...even my uniforms...
but what drives me crazy is the defeaning silence that somehow, i could not block out.
then i realized...i miss the sound of laughter...
especially that distinct sound of laughter that only andrea (ddee) could make.
i miss amanda's corny jokes...
nika's daily advice...
and toni's smile.
i miss the manila i had known my entire childhood.
i miss my life.
but what keeps me going is the fact that someday, i would hear manila's noise once again,
and smell the metro's polluted air...
but even that won't matter because around me will be the laughter that i have always missed...
i will have the coat of friends back in the manila i had always known...
bbee

Thu, 25 Nov 2004 09:14:30 GMT

I'm freakin' pissed coz i can't post my journal!
hope it works this time!
-bbee

Stupid Lay out

Thu, 25 Nov 2004 08:35:35 GMT

I'm pissed.. of changing our lay out..
I'm just testing this..
No Classes today!IM so Happy....
This is our livejournal.."Our" yup us..bea and andrea..i Hate this..
BEA just asked me if we could make coz she wanted to have..
But its actually fine with me..
that's it Im just testing it.. </b> HAHA </b>